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Hi, my name's Lot. used to be really fat. I'm not that fat anymore, though. Hello, kittens. Never fear, daddy is here. She's home. She's in her new place. What do you think at the moment in time? Obviously, like I've only been here 2 minutes, so we're looking little bit bare. Like my art my art's still on the floor. My sofa's looking bare and and all that So, just just bear with me while I'm trying to find me bearings. moved in 10 days ago today, so I'm still little bit like, whoa. And literally, moved in on the Friday and started my new day job on the Monday. gave no time to breathe. literally went, know, let's do two of the most stressful things you can do in life. In the span of three days, I'm going to move across the country. I'm going to start new job. might not even keep my setup here yet. don't know yet. don't know yet. But for now, here's in my living room. It's pretty spacious. feel go go. My ceilings are dead high up. live in one of those like old converted like Victorian mansions that have all been split up into multiple flats. So like my ceiling's dead high. My pole is too short for cuz I'm pole dancer as well. My pole's too short for my room. got pole extender for my pole. Nightmare. Anyway, how are we all How are we all doing? I'm going to show real. tried to record video over the weekend and like my heart just so wasn't in it. I've actually might even put clip here of me going, this." Yeah, this video is not this is not hitting, is it? Because literally It's so It's so forced. Like, need to get some need to put something out on my channel. Like, can't let it keep can't let it go over week. Like, need to put some content out. So tried to record tried to record video over the weekend to get it out so you weren't waiting. Got to the weekend and just crashed because it was the back obviously off the back of moving up the country and then obviously an entire week of starting new job. And I'm autistic. I'm autistic as So starting new job isn't just like learning processes and It's like all the social interacting and the masking and all that that comes with it. So I'm was knackered over the weekend. literally crashed. I'm going to be real is know I've done what eat in day videos back to back now, but as of today, it's it's all got in the tank right now. need something light. need light and tight, funny. Get me back into the swing of things. And hopefully then once I'm Also, it feels weird talking to camera. feel like I've not sat I've not sat down and recorded video in like 20 odd days. It feels weird speaking to camera. Second of all, getting used to my new shift pattern because I'm actually working evening, late afternoons, evenings now. And obviously getting used to like being on my own, being back in Liverpool, etc. lot of life change. So, if if you could bear with me, just want to make some light-hearted, easy stuff for now. And then we'll go back to making some heavier stuff in few weeks time once I'm mentally capable. For now, yes. Cherry Diet Coke. unfucking real. Enough talking. All do is talk. Wham all the time. Editing lot here. My microphone decided to disconnect from my computer. So, lost audio for most of this video. So, we're going to be working on my camera audio. am so sorry in advance. I'll try my best to make the camera audio not sound like absolute horshit. It's just one of those situations where I've moved all me stuff across. My setup isn't great how it was previously. I'm trying to find how everything was previously. So, sorry. Got some te pains while I'm getting settled into new place. I'm sorry. Love you guys. When found the cold phone lady, all the comments are positive on her Tik Toks. They're all like, my god, that coal foam looks so yummy. need to try the recipe. Like, can can you give us the recipe? need to try this cold foam for myself." They're all positive. No one's freaking out about the fact she's putting an entire cake in blender and making coffee cold foam with it. And then I'm sat here feeling actually schizophrenic cuz I'm like, why am you know, that picture of Homer Simpson? Wait, hang on. Picture of Homer Simpson sat in lesbian bar. This is me in this is me reading the comments cake cold phone ladies Tik Tok cuz everyone else is talking about how good the cold phone looks and I'm just like am actually clinically insane? Have actually lost the plot? Like that it looks egregious. Well, when put the video out that included the cold phone lady, everyone was like in my comments like she did what to I'm glad got you guys to keep me grounded and saying for the most part. Let's see what this woman is blending today. she she's copyrighting as well cuz made eating easier dury. She these poppy beers, right? Poppy beers. Yes, beer on the mind. got beer on my mind. Sorry, love my tangents. I've obviously not spoke to you in 20 days, right? So, went for beer on Saturday night cuz like beer. And got served the worst beer, the worst pint of Guinness I've ever had in my entire life. Now, like keep in mind, right, I've moved back to Liverpool. We're essentially like, you know, Liverpool, Northern Ireland. Like, my pint of Guinness should not be Poppies are now in the UK. Every time go into Tesco or go in the there, they're there. And think to myself, because this is like this is like an American fat girl influencer thing at the moment is to be drinking these poppies to get your fiber intake in. Every time see them, think, maybe should try one." So, might buy one just to or like buy couple of different flavors and try them on camera. What do you think? Should we do that? Has anyone asked? Probably not. Everyone says that. Everyone got comments saying talk too much about myself. I'm sorry. I'll shut up. know you guys just want to see her blind cake into coffee. So, this is root beer poppy. Some cherries in there. Some cocktail cherries. What they call nearly said mosquito. You know what mean? The the the cherries are going cocktails. It's been long week. It's only Monday. Why are we going so fast, mate? Okay, so this week we have got Boston cream donut cold foam cold brew topping. So, she's She's throwing an entire cream donut into blender. Blend it. Blend that up. Then we're straining. Add in the milk. She goes so quick in these. Adds milk. Whips it up. There we go. Cold foam topping. Beautiful. Is the donut cold foam worse than the cake cold foam? No. Right. Because right donut, right? Look at this donut. Are that donuts keem anyway? Why are we fannying about? feel like this is just being gluttonous for the sake of being gluttonous. Are this donut's just cream anyway? Why? Why are we Do you know what's funny? My complete lack of any surprise. I'm just like we're blending donuts into into milk for coffee topper. I'm just not affected anymore. I'm just like so desensitized nowadays. Like I'm just like, yeah, yeah, yeah, that that that checks out. Yeah, sure. Why not?" Blueberry scon at breakfast for the breakfast plate. she's making them from scratch. They do look heavy to be fair. massive. Sometimes some of you don't know where I'm from when you click on my video. am unfortunately English. great British passport. Unfortunately, Scout's not English. But by my birth certificate and my passport, am Brit, right? And feel like can talk on scon. feel like that's something I've got the authority to speak on. scon should not be this big. That that that's that's pie slice of scone. scon should be like this. This little corner here. Cut it open. bit of jam, bit of cream, cup of tea. Absolutely absurd to be having doors stop wedge size blueberries gone. That is egregious. Okay, she's doing boiled eggs as well to go with them. Salad topping jars. So, got some chicks there. Roasting them up. love some chickpeas, you know. What are these? What's this? Not sure what that is. We got some alapinos. Every now and again say jalapenos and tortilla and someone will shout at me in my comments for pronouncing things wrong. Sorry. What the is that? Cheese. Hang on. Is that an entire again door stop? Banana pepper vinegarette for the lunch salad Jessing. And then for the sweet treat, we got matching strawberry shortcake ice cream tick tock strawberry shortcake ice cream bars and matcha rocky road. I'm going to kill myself in front of you and change the trajectory of your life. What the do you mean? Strawberry shortcake ice cream bars and matcha rocky mood. can't do this, man. And look at his marshmallows and bunch of to go in the rocky road. And then ice cream. got nothing left. got nothing left. I'm not coal foaming to my full potential. Trying that coal foam for sure. just know that coal foam hits. You need to make coal foam recipe book and sell it online. Have all your recipes in one. know you post on your website. I'm just saying book would peak people's interest who aren't on Tik Tok. I'm sorry. Right. She's not she's not like getting different essences and and seasonings and like vanilla bean gods and that. She's going she's going the bakery or she's going Costco or she's going the supermarket and buying slices of cake or buying donut and blitzing it to and then mixing it with milk. That's not recipe. That's I'm I'm I'm sorry. It's like me showing you that I've meal prepped like pesto pastas and she's going, my god, please show me the recipe." And it's me getting dry pasta and jar of pesto pasta and putting them together. That's what she's doing when she does these cold foams. She's buying pre-made pastry, blending it up, mixing it with milk, and then blending it up to make foam. Like, that's not revolutionary. She's not colory master. like master like she's just she's make she's woman making 200 300 calorie foams to put on top of her morning coffee. She's making diabetes in for breakfast. Like What do you mean? actually feel clinically insane. What the do you mean? love this cold. need the recipe. It It's just donut blended. mean need to need need to walk away. Okay, Brandy. Let's see what's going on. This is what eat today. Good morning, sweets. Breakfast is simple today because honestly, just don't feel like cooking. have wedding cake latte. Wedding cake latte. Are we just going out and buying wedding cakes or we going to weddings? Wedding cake latte. So that tells me that you either got syrup that's the flavor of wedding cake or you've blended you you've done cake lady cold phone lady and you've blended up wedding cake. But where the have you gone and bought wedding cake or I'm thinking too far the logistics of brandy when definitely shouldn't. just should just take it as it comes. You know what mean? Like why why am trying to find logic where there's no logic? Yeah. feel like archaeologist deep in the tombs of like Tuton Carian trying to make sense of hieroglyphics, you know. can't speak. you. I'm not getting cover through while listen to the new song Pinky Up by Cats. Is this ad? Why is everything an ad, man? Why am She is true partner apparently. # trfree partner. Do you like the new cat's eye song? Pinky up. sweet treat by True Fu. And good music is all you need. # trfree partner. And these are dark and white chocolate freeze-dried raspberries. And she's just listening to cats eye. Yeah, she's love being true food partner. love it. She's not enjoying them at all. She's got like this micro frown expression cuz raspberries can be bit can be bit sour. Like she's not the micro frown. Brilliant. Saw these in the store. So had to try them. She having She had to try them. She had to try the bag of pretzel twist oven based cool ranch Dorito flavored. Why? The concept of brands crossing over the what? I'm tired of this. Grandpa had to try them. am having fried mac and cheese lollipop from fried mac and cheese lollipop. Fried mac and cheese lollipop. Fried mac and cheese. my god. Pop lollipop. love these. Lunch today. have cheeseburger and have sausage and lunch. What? What the you mean lunch? She just had mac and cheese lollipop. What do you mean? Lentil soup. Lunch today. have cheeseburger and have sausage and lentil soup. The combination of cheeseburger. cheeseburger and sausage and lentil soup is is the maddest combo of food I've heard someone come out with in while. Getty with meat sauce. And did the meat sauce and everything from scratch. So like don't even want jar sauce anymore. Just give me some tomatoes and garlic and I'll do it myself. I'm going to get this girl master chef. We sauteed onions now. Get on you, Gail. How are we? Figured was put bit of oil in pan, heat up on it mid high. Bit of brown the onions, brown the garlic, throw some pat in there, brown some mints. It's been really long week, mate. The concept of someone bragging about making spank ball is sending my head west. What do you mean? You're you're made made the spaghetti sauce from scratch and everything. It's one of the most basic things you can make for yourself from scratch. Literally, you throw some diced onion and some chopped garlic in pan. Yeah. Brown it little bit. Pata, chopped tomatoes. Throw some mints in there. Crush that up. Let that brown. Done. Literally, maybe couple more seasonings or mixed herbs or whatever you want to do. Like it's not it's not odd. Like for dessert, made strawberry brownie sundae. Of course you did. To be fair to Tabby Tarot, I've been pretty miserable. I've not I've been I've been quite I've been I've been up I've been up and down. It's been an emotional. It's been an emotional like 10 days. Move has been emotional. I'm I'm feeling very emotional. So, come on. Tell me why you're so happy and I'm not. Here's what eat in day as happy fat woman who's acting her weight. If you don't know what I'm talking about, good. Our freezer is still at full capacity. Did someone tell her to act her weight? don't know what the context of some of the actual weight shows to try and find out. attach your Wait, found the context. Okay. Okay. We'll go we'll go back to we'll go back to two tabby two tabby in second. But found found it. found it. Let's watch it. The thing more of you girls need to start acting your weight. You heard that correctly. Act weight. Because if you are 160 lbs, don't want to see any attitude. want you to be giving all that attitude to the treadmill. Give it to what's 160 pounds in kegas. It's 72 kilos, mate. No way. think I'm going to make separate video on this. This is crazy. Okay, make separate video on this. This is mental. We're going to come back to that. That's hilarious. Okay, we know the context. So, some Tik Toker is telling people to act their weight. Okay, we're going to come back to that. Okay, let's do it. Let's Okay, let's let's watch Tabies. Here's what eat in day as happy fat woman who's acting her weight. If you don't know what I'm talking about, good. Our freezer is still at full capacity and my husband's away for little bit this week. So, that is dream match made in heaven for me. had some of these like Dr. Prager's little pizza stars. At least thought they were the pizza stars. While they were cooking, realized they were the sweet potatoes, and have the pizza stars right here in my hand. So, threw some of these puppies in the oven along with the sweet potato, dinosaurs, and stars. That truly should have been my first kickoff, but here we are. also don't want to hear any slander on my little shapes. Y'all eat dinosaur chicken nugget. This is my version of it. And it has dry ass dry sweet potato pizza. literally can feel my mouth. You know that you know Spongebob when he goes into Sandy's dome and he's like, don't need it." That's me looking at these right now. need it cuz he needs the water. That's me looking at these right now. Girl and it has vegetables in it. Stars were fine. They weren't anything revolutionary wise. fun little snack to have during the day. Now, girls, did entirely forget that was recording this video. The day just flew by and so had little snack before leaving. My husband got this industrial size thing of Greek industrial size and it's how big 1.3 kilos of Greek of Greek nonfat yogurt. Yeah, that's pretty big. Actually, usually buy like 500 gram one every week. eat Greek yogurt almost every single day. Okay. So, suppose if you got two adults eating like 100 odd grams of Greek yogurt every single day, that's not really that big if you think about it. Got this industrial size thing of Greek yogurt. am not convinced that we're going to use it all, but he says we will. heated up some sweet potato enchiladas. Added some Greek yogurt on top before went out for game night. My cat was sitting in my spot and so had to sit someplace else. would not dare to think to move him. These enchiladas are so good. The last time made them, did forget enchilada sauce. So, these are infinitely better because of also have vegetarian mystery meat. know it's vegetarian, but because our freezer is so filled, we don't have any like big boxes in there, so don't know what it was, which was also my problem this morning with the pizza stars. Got back home in time to see the bunny and got myself some late night Taco Bell. Heated up the oven at 420. love reheating my Taco Bell up in the oven cuz just needed to be little bit more crunchy. did bean burrito plus rice. It is different than the bean and rice burrito. grilled cheese burrito, but sub the meat for the double main main order from Taco Bell. Potatoes. my god. Potato heavy day. Here's what eat in day. It's time to just audit the freezer. Eat some real meals. Like, let's let's let's just get in here and order it. If you're saying it's full to capacity and you're eating mystery vegetarian meat cuz you don't know what it is because it's been in there so long, maybe it's time to audit the freezer and stop buying random mystery vegetarian meat. Baby, you know, so much food yet no food to make real meal. Fascinating. Danny, Danny, Danny, why in day person not doing good? It's not doing that good this weekend. Starting off with breakfast. My breakfast actually looks really weird. This is just one English muffin cut in half. And then have two turkey sausages and then some scrambled eggs. And topped that off with some honey. One of them, right? Okay. Why Why are we insisting on picking up with the mitts, long fingernails, scrambled eggs going into the And just let's get knife and fork, shall we? It's not buddy, is it? It's an open concept sandwich. Maybe let's just get knife and fork for this one. And often gives me like feel gross whenever see like people with dirty fingernails, but like especially like when girls have these gorgeous, beautiful, amazing nail art nails or manicures, acrylics, whatever they've got done, and then they are doing gross like this. just stick like, let's just use our knife and forth, Danny. Second of all, see what you're doing. You're having one English muffin instead of two. That's great. Increase the protein instead. More scrambled eggs, less English muffin. That's good. Had the sausage on the bottom, one had it on the top. don't know why did scrambled eggs with this. thought was going to eat it all separately, but then decided to want to put it all together. don't know. guess was like making deconstructed breakfast sandwich. don't even know. But like not met my neighbors yet. So the the first impression of me through the walls is me coughing and gagging over the concept of of Danny picking up and scrambled egg with her nails like arcade claw machine. What time? can do this. I'm so big and brave. If was going to do that, why did just not make Look, it's like it's my god. really wish this was put on. It's like sticking to nail, mate. Runny egg. just don't know. And then for little treat, decided to get some boba. This is cookies and cream boba. And it was actually delicious. In the words of our lord and no lord and service is Abby Taylor was in the in the names of our good friend of the channel and my actual real life friend Molina honey bicer. You've had enough sweet treats. We're supposed to be locked in here. We're supposed to be on weight loss journey. Don't need large bober. We can go little bit without the boba. You know we can do we can do it. You you're big and brave girl. We're in the big brave girl club. You don't need the boba. Promise you. Promise you. For lunch, did have two slices of pepperoni pizza from Domino's and that was also really good. but it didn't stop there because for dinner, did get combo from Raising Canes and had total of four sauces with this. Here's the here's the thing. We're at the part of the video where now start talking serious. And again, talk about Molina's metaphor lot, but it's the best metaphor I've ever heard of for it of like sleeping dragons and like if you leave the dragon to sleep, it'll sleep peacefully and you can crack on your life. You poke the dragon, it'll awake with mighty roar. The issue is if you are sufferer of hinging, you are one, you could you can be one decision away, one food decision away from spiral spiraling. And you know that if you are sufferer of this and know that because am also sufferer of this. There are certain food decisions that if make know is spiral in me for the rest of the day. It it sometimes the rest of the week. I've not had I've not been hand on heart for long time. I've not spiraled that badly. But there has been food decisions where I've seen old patterns emerge and I've gone whoa this is like not me making this decision right now. This is not logical lot making this decision right now. This is this is the this is the eating schmid order making this decision right now. You set yourself up for failure, Danny, by having two slices of Domino's pizza. Are two slices of Domino's pizza in inherently awful or wrong morally corrupt? No. Should should someone be able to eat couple of slices of Domino's pizza? Yeah. couple of slices of Domino's pizza are what 450 to 550 cals maybe depending on the thickness of the slice, you know, the size of the pizza, the base, the etc. where your base like in the UK slices it less calories in the US, etc. Yeah. You know, like would even go as far to say like maybe in the UK two slices of Domino's pizza might even be like 370 calories or something like that. You know, I'd even go as far to say that. maybe 380, 390. So, you know, it's it's not the end of the world calorically. However, if you know that once you make one decision that involves fast food and you know that your brain then switches into overconumption mode from that one decision, we can't be eating any food that switches that switch, can we? We need to focus on only eating whole foods. This may be an unpopular opinion and and some people may disagree with me here. what? My microphone stopped recording. apologies. Right. I've still got te I've still got I've still got te issues of like my camera's all off center now cuz plugged it in. There we go. I've still got TV issues of like making sure my setup is still correct and everything's plugged into the right ports and stuff. My mic just decided to cut off halfway through. So, apologies that if I've had to change to my camera mic quality. don't want to scrap an entire video because lost like 10 minutes of audio. So, hope you can guys can forgive me that the audio quality may go bit crap for little bit there. I'm trying my best to you know, forgive me. I'm trying my best. I'll keep an eye on OBS the best can now to make sure that my mic is still is still recording. But as was saying when it comes to Danny, you know that certain food will trigger you and you know that certain food or certain food decision will trigger you. Why are we doing that? Maybe it's time to leave the fast food for for for not for good because eventually the goal is to be able to eat without restriction. However, maybe it's time just for little bit, Danny, to first of all get in touch with therapist. Not fat acceptance therapist, not health at every size therapist, real therapist who knows how to deal with people who suffer with what you suffer with and what have suffered with and work through why you hit these spirals. The average person should be able to eat couple of slices of Domino's pizza and be okay. The average person should be able to eat few slices of Domino's pizza and get up the next day and be fine or enjoy those few slices of Domino's pizza and just carry on and be fine. Not them be triggered as and then going to have to order an entire banquet of raisin canes or whatever it was. It was another fast food for you, Danny. feel like you start the day with with the greatest of intentions to have good day. You do what you think's right, which is you try and keep your breakfast filling and high protein, which is obviously when you look online for advice to do with what we suffer with. That's what we all scream and shout. We all scream and shout. Have big breakfast, make it high protein, make it high fiber. that I'll ensure that you don't succumb to urges in early in the day and you're not starving hungry by lunch where you're just vacuuming up, shall we say, and you you set out with the greatest intentions, but then think there's something going on with you that is like in the back of your head that you succumb to like small desire. And the small desire, which for the average person wouldn't be that big of deal, is couple of slices of Domino's pizza or maybe, you know, some cookies or donut or pastry For the average person, it would be fine. They'd be able to go about their day and be, you know, not be triggered by that. But then you find yourself in position then where you are in mindset of then like what's next? What's next? What's next? think me and you are so alike because do exactly what you do. Well, did do what exactly what you do is I'll eat trigger food thinking that can handle it because it's small amount and I'm having good day and then that's it. Then that's why preach that progress is not linear and not being able to keep certain foods in your house is not restriction. It is in fact protecting yourself. I'll bang on about it till the cows come home. can't keep curiously cinnamon cereal in my house because know even though I'm like 90s something percent of the way healed and I'm in therapy. have coping mech mechanisms and methods know that can get through like any sort of thoughts and feelings about that about poking the dragon, shall we say, and then letting the dragon roar afterwards. still don't want to tempt fate. don't want to even risk it because why would you? That's like being drug addict and going, but I've been clean now for amount of months. can keep crack cocaine in my house." No, you can't. I'm I've been I've been clean, you know, was an alcoholic for this amount of time, but my drink of choice was don't know, Savon Blanc. guess can keep some laggers in my fridge now. No, you can't. You just set yourself up, Danny. And it feels like you're so close and then you just It's so frustrating, man. It's so frustrating. And raising cane sauces aren't joke. You said you got four of them. That's like someone's estimated here that in the sauce alone is 760 calories. Danny, that's more than an entire meal. That's more than my That's more than my evening meal of for this evening was. You are eating sauce, man. That's crazy. You're so close. You're so close yet so far. Right, since my camera cut off and I'm nearly at an hour of recording from fannying about, we're going to check in on our Lord and Savior, Abby Taylor. But first, wanted to show you something that came up on my FYP organically the other day, and it absolutely cracked me the up, but it's so funny, but wanted to share it with you anyway, cuz she is our Lord and Savior. It came up literally, like said, I've got two Tik Tok accounts. got my like lifting Tik Tok account where post my lift and stuff. Then got my private Tik Tok account that used to like scroll Tik Tok and like send Tik Toks to my friends and stuff. So this came up on my private scrolling Tik Tok account and was howling and couldn't wait to share it with you. Our Lord and Savior Abby Taylor. Ladies and gentlemen, what's that corner as massive smelly trunk? have heart. swear do. just when it comes to youry when you say love me what's like is that not those iconic news in your life who's making fan edits of Abby Taylor like who Sophie shine let's have chat literally have you seen this is another niche thing have you seen McKenna Grace getting called out for making Peter Hunger Games fan edits on the red carpet that's me. I'm I'm actually the one making the Abby Taylor fan edits on Tik Tok. I'm not. promise. However, love fan edits, especially when they're about like niche creators. They crack me up. Anyway, let's catch up with our Lord and Savior. She's the only thing that is going to make life worth living right now. She's actually posted while I've been recording. That's crazy. Why eat in day? Let's do it. Abby Taylor, my lawn save. Here's another what eat in day. So, started off the day with five chocolate chip milk cookies. These are Starting off the day. It's 1:00 p.m. She's so love her. So, just can't even like can't even like be angry at what she eats or can't because like want her to eat well and look after herself. But like she's so funny. She nearly and she's so self-aware as well. love her. love her. So nice. But don't eat the crusts. So, realistically, did actually even ate five cookies? It was more like two, let's be honest here. Then made me and Connor we cheeky piece and sausage. love my sausages super super super crispy. So, these sausages are meant to go in the air fryer for like 18 to 20 minutes. put them in for 40. Some would say creamated. What do you mean 40 minutes in the air fryer? Abby, girl, you ne you literally never fail to amaze me. Every time catch up on you, you say something that just blows me away. Excessive, but just love them crispy. And then put my HP brim sauce on the iconic way that always do. Do you cut your pieces in triangles or squares? Cuz I've done squares today. I've actually never had triangle piece. do think triangles are weird. I'm sorry. My nan used to cut my ham buties into triangles. It's very nostalgic for me actually. But they are. And had we fant with that. And then for we snack, had some snacks. just ate five of these cuz it's so easily done. They're just little tiny shortbreads. So easy to eat. And then after finished them, had some toast. actually had it like kind of cold. Not freezing cold like the way normally have it cuz do love cold toast, but it was like look warm toast. Then me and Connor treated ourselves to we Chinese. We love Chinese takeaway. So, we've got salt and chili chips, salt and chili chicken, plain chow mean, no onions or bean sprouts. plain egg fried rice, and Connor got chicken curry as well. And then they accidentally gave us an extra noodles, and who's going to say no to that? did drop noodles all over my carpet. Honest to God, what am like? This is what had. also put some salt on the side. The salt is back. Ladies and gentlemen, implore you, if you are not looking at your screen right now, please do yourself favor. End this video right and come and look at how much salt our Lord and Savior's putting on her egg fried rice. What am like? But yeah, this is what had. also put some salt on the fried rice and that is all had today. That is crazy for me. Here's another What are you going to do? She's so funny. Like love her so much. She cracks me up so much, dude. love her so much. Right, think I'm going to leave that one there, guys. Yeah, just needed needed nice easy one to to ease me back in. I'm sorry I've done backtoback what eat in day videos, but I'm going to be so real. My mental my mental capacity just is so low after the move and starting my new day job and bit. So hopefully once I'm more settled and I'm in my routine and got Carter here cuz Carter is coming up this weekend. didn't want him to move on the same weekend moved just because it would have been really stressful being like around all the boxes and the furniture and stuff. So wanted to get like moved in the flat unpacked and get my basically like you know all his like his armchair and everything in here and then bring him up and settle him in. I'm getting caught this weekend. Can't wait. I've miss him so much. Once my brain starts to settle and I'm back into like routine of of just being human being living the life and not be in this perpetual state of like I've got stuff to do then won't be back on making my other I'll be back on my other But for now let's take it easy, shall we? However, think I'm going to watch that video that we just discussed and do little reaction to it. Probably be dead short, but maybe it might be little bonus video. Let's see, shall we? Anyway, am really sorry that the audio did cut out. will hopefully just use the camera audio. It will be sher than my mic. That's mental. my mic actually cut out again as I'm sat here doing the outro. I'm so sorry. will figure out why my setup is not setuping right now. So, think think got just got plugged into the wrong ports and stuff, but I've not actually sat on my PC much to be honest. It is. Anyway, yeah, I'm going to leave that one there, guys. Going to film this other video now. See what we're saying, right? Lots of love, gang. will see you on the other side. Thanks for sticking by me during this transitional life period. As always, have second channel which is more chatty stuff if you like the chatty stuff. also have an Instagram and Tik Tok. Both are lot lifts lot. If you fancy keeping up with me or if you fancy sending me content suggestions, I'm always up for content suggestions because obviously I've got no brain of my own at the moment. So, right, other than that, I'll see you on the other side, gang. Lots of love. Bam. Hey, hey, hey. don't know. Hey, hey, hey.